Honestly it is all such a blur that I cant go back day by day!
This week was difficult. I received a head cold while Caleb continued to throw up every night. We finally took him to the doctor on thursday and tried to figure out the problem. We had lots of help from friends and family. Tried to stay dry as best we could. Packed, unpacked things I havent seen in two years, deciding what to keep, get rid of, what to toss. Set up the boys room, set up the kitchen, rearrange the living room at least 7 times, unpack, repack etc.. To this day we are still bring stuff in and trying to live amidst the insanity. I will be honest I have had a difficult time this last week. Not feeling comfortable, not sleeping and when we were, there was a third or fourth person in the bed, trying to rest when all I can think about is all I have to do, trying to spend quality time with the boys when all I want to do is clean up, laying down for bed wondering when caleb was gonna get up and be sick again, trying to stay warm in a house with weird heaters, the list goes on:) God has shown me my many weaknesses, and natural sin tendencies...I am grateful for that. That is when I get to recognize it, pray over it and fight it!
My hope is that this next week the Lord will bring the sunshine in and that I will begin to enjoy the process that I have been praying about for about two years!
That I will not allow myself to get overwhelmed or feel like it all has to get done today! But take it day by day and enjoy the moment!
3 comments:
Change is difficult anyway, then add the stomach sick, then the head sick, then the rain...Hang in there, things will settle and I will be praying for you...Much fun ahead!
We will be praying for you! I hope you all feel better soon and get lots of rest!
i'm proud of you for learning things throughout this process and I'm so proud of all you've done with the house so far momma! it's gonna be SO stinking cute and YOU when you guys are done! :)
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